Tuesday, August 02, 2011

Done

I can’t do this anymore. I can’t care that The Coach is leaving.

I am:
Ruining my appetite.
Making myself crazy.
Pissed.
Wasting my youth.
Holding out for someone I will never have.
All cried out.
Strong.
Wasting my time.
Not a convenience.
Selling myself short.
Over this silly fantasy.
Not waiting.
Better than this.
More than a booty call.
Too smart.
Done being patient.
Extraordinary.
Proud.
Not a mere convenience.
Happy it happened.
Sad it must end.
Content.
Tired.
Over it.

2 comments:

Shelley said...

I am assuming you guys have discussed long distance? I don't remember seeing it in your posts. I know you said what you guys had was supposed to be care free and fun but do you know for sure that he doesn't want something more serious?

I only ask because I went into a long distance relationship thinking that it wasn't going to work out but we've made it almost two years (since the beginning of our relationship) being a thousand miles apart. And now we're seeing if our luck will continue when we're actually in the same city together.

Teagan B. Sawyer said...

I agree you are better than this. Hang in there and hopefully it will all somehow work out amazing (with or without him).

 
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