Monday, November 24, 2008

Not quite there

I woke up this morning so, so pissed at Colin.

I keep thinking that I am entirely over him.

And then I wake up one morning and all I want is the opportunity to tell him off. To snap at him. To tell him how much better off I am without him.

I want to know who she is. If he's living with her. What made her so much better than me.

I want to scream at him.

It has been nearly a year. And I want to scream at him.

That wears off eventually. Right?


Anonymous said...

I don't think it's so much that you are not over him and more that he has moved on with some skank and you haven't found that right person to move on with yet. And that's okay, it will happen. It will happen!!!

Stace said...

I agree with ttc. . . my saying "fools rush in where angel's won't tread" i keep telling myself that and i've come to grasp my ex having a baby. :( but in my mind God obviously has something completely different for my life than settling down right now and having kids. So I'm sure your higher being has the same planned for you. :) Besides I'm pretty sure i'm older than you. :D

Accidentally Me said...

We really need to find you a new boyfriend!!!

I am getting right on this, although it is gonna be hard since I don't know a single person who lives within, oh, 400 miles of you or so...

Hmm...I will have to work on this.

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