Saturday, October 11, 2008

I don't have much time to wallow in self pity

I am crabby and I am tired.

I just got home from a fun evening with Lucy and Colleen. We had dinner. Saw Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. Had a drink. Planned our Halloween costumes. Ate cake.

And when I got home - to my mom and dad's house - I let my sister set me off with the first comment she made.

They wanted me to go to the outlet mall and to dinner. I had already committed to Lucy and Colleen. I can't be in two places at once. We had plans. They were taking me out for my birthday. I can't do everything. I need some sleep. A reduction in stress. My sanity back.

And why is it that when you're doing something that you really like you're most aware of the fact that you're alone? It felt like that tonight, with my friends. Maybe it is just Lucy and her happy marriage. Maybe it is just that I am crabby and I am tired.


Blog Template by Delicious Design Studio