Thursday, January 10, 2008


(Because I’m terrified to be caught blogging in my first week of work)

I’m finally getting better.

I’m getting accustomed to my new living arrangements. Anna works afternoons at a hospital, so I will rarely see her. I’m almost living alone.

I have my New Years Resolutions in my head. Once I have cable and internet, I’ll get them onto my blog.

Excited that there’s a new Gray’s Anatomy tonight; depressed that it will be the last new episode for, like, ever.

On Friday, I’ll see Colin at our soccer game. It will be the first time I’ve seen him since DECEMBER 14. Not sure how that is going to go with him, but I can guarantee that I will avoid eye contact, smile and pretend nothing is wrong. Awkward.

My mom and dad broke my dinosaur of a tube television when they were attempting to move it to my apartment. I am now in the market for a new TV, a luxury that I really cannot afford but will buy anyway (especially since my dad said he would pay for half of it).

No matter how you look at it, my finances are currently in ruin.

I started classes yesterday. The professor basically came out and said that the class would blow, it would be hard and unpleasant but it is required so we’re just going to have to get over it and suffer though. Not exactly what I wanted to hear.

I will spend the week praying that my other course will be easier, thus giving me a more manageable semester.

Other than that, I am just plugging along and doing what I have to do. Going through the motions. Trying to figure out if maybe I’m a little depressed.


Accidentally Me said...

I am kind of confused by the status of the Colin thing...are you guys technically supposed to be together? Was there an actual break-up? It sort of seems like you guys started acting broken-up without actually having a break-up...

OC said...

Good luck - tomorrow night (and not just for your game), with the classes, with the TV... and with life.

Unknown said...

Good luck with Colin today... STAY STRONG!! I'm sorry you sound so down., maybe you are a little depressed. If so, there's absolutely nothing wrong with taking something for awhile! You're going through SO much stress... although if I know you, you will throw yourself headfirst into this semester and it will fly by :)

Stace said...

Colin gets on my nerves FYI. Depression, wow we should make a group. JK b/c quite frankly the whole situation gets on my nerves. I hope things go well tomorrow. Oh and getting a new TV totally stoked for you. Oh and don't get in trouble it's no bueno.

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