Friday, January 04, 2008


I shaved my right leg but not my left, if that gives you any idea of what a hot mess I am.

Life is moving a little too quickly for my liking.

There is a lot of change taking place in my life; I am having a hard time keeping up.

I started my new job yesterday, though I return for one last day at my old job tomorrow. The environment is very different - quiet and businesslike and without the constant distraction - but I think that I made the right change. I expect that I'll be busier which is good in terms of giving me a challenge and mitigating my boredom and whatnot and bad because I will no longer be able to do my homework, pay bills and blog at work.

Still haven't spoken to Colin. We exchanged text messages at midnight on New Year's Day. I told him that I could be finished being mad at him if he could be done being absent and distant. He told me that he was sorry and that he would call to explain.

He hasn't.

I start classes on Wednesday. I just put my tuition on my credit card, which is amongst the worst feelings I have ever had. Debt. Ugh.

While she was home over her very short semester break, Meg was sick twice. During this same time period, my dad was sick once and my mom was sick twice. Miraculously, I remained healthy. This string of good luck has come to a crashing halt. I went to sleep at 9:00 last night. I spent today in a haze. I rubbed my nose raw with how many times I used a tissue during the two hours I skated this morning. And I cannot bring myself to pack my lunch for tomorrow because I feel so craptastic.

I totally deserve it, for how much I have overextended myself lately. But it still sucks.

My parents are moving the remainder of my furniture into my new house tomorrow. I guess I'll have to start sleeping there.


Stace said...

Not to say your going about it wrong but Colin pisses ME off and he's YOUR boyfriend. I hope things work out the way they should QUICKLY for your sake, and my. . . .idk sake too I guess. :D
I'm sorry your not feeling well. I hate being sick, it's the pitts! Aren't you excited about your new place? You don't sound to enthused? Good luck on the job. xoxoxox

OC said...

Sorry you're sick. :-( I hope you feel better and can return to being a healthy, hot mess. Good luck with the new job and the new digs.

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