Friday, November 23, 2007

Daydreams, babies and bloating

Is it just me, or is anyone else plain ol’ plumb tuckered out?

It is always nice to feel like you got your ass kicked after two consecutive days off of work.

The holidays are exhausting!

Whatever. I was busy. Busy shopping. Busy baking pies. Busy going to the bar with Lucy and Colleen. Busy policing Meg and her (underage) friend at the bar. Busy with family time. Busy eating myself sick. Busy watching Ugly Betty and Grey’s. Just busy, you know?

Colin got back from Florida past midnight on Tuesday night/Wednesday morning. I haven’t seen him. And it is killing me a bit. It has been over a week since I have seen him. And I am afraid that this absence will stunt our momentum.

I don’t want that to happen.

I don’t want it to ever happen.

I’m enjoying myself. This is fun. This works. And, as far as I’m concerned, this can keep growing. Like a snowball on a hill. Like my passion for Gossip Girl. Like my gut at dinner yesterday.

Sometimes I get all caught up in The Daydream.

But I am excessively superstitious, so I won’t detail The Daydream. Just know that it is grand and long and full of blonde babies. But I will keep it to myself. I don’t want to melt the snowball.

This is the most vague, nonsensical rambling I have posted in...uh. Nevermind. I’m always posting vague and nonsensical bullshit, eh?


Stace said...

Most of your post have a point. This one did and it was the dream you won't tell. :) So did you 2 talk while he was gone? I'm sure you did, but just asking. you 2 will be fine it seems you are in a different place than you had been in the past. :)

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