Monday, September 03, 2007

Stalling

I am still not capable of writing about the wedding weekend.

The more I think about it, the worse I feel. It is like I was a soldier, fully capable of turning off my emotions so that I could do my job, as difficult and as traumatic as it may be. So that I could survive. Now I'm home - where I feel safe - and I'm getting hit by all of the bullshit. The maneuvering and manipulating. The constant repetition. You're not good enough. None of you.

So. In lieu of all of the hurt, a few pictures. A very random selection. Per usual. You all would not expect anything less.


A new picture from last weekend! Colin, Me, Lucy, Chet.

I've never posted a picture of Colin before.

Makes me kinda nervous.

If you don't mind, I think I'd rather not know if you think we'd have ugly kids.


Me and Dad in Vegas! (I'll do an entire Vegas picture post if I can ever get everyone else's pictures. Promise.)


The cousins (minus my asshole cousin Evan) on my mom's side, at the wedding shower that got us into this mess in the first place. The bride? Also the only brunette.


Meg and my cousin (and soon-to -be roommate) Anna. They were recreating a corny prom shot. Because that is the sort of thing we like to do.


Meg and Anna do Girls Gone Wild. I know for a fact that once upon a time, when leaving a college party that they were both at, Meg and Anna kissed goodbye thinking nothing of it (its common practice in our family), and accidentally made approximately 500 boys fall over.


Meg, Mom, Me at the wedding shower. Rumor has it that I look like my mom and Meg looks like my dad. I don't think I look more like one parent than the other. And I definitely think that the people who ask Meg and I if we're twins are high/blind/mental.


Me and Meggie at the rehearsal dinner. I don't know why I'm posting this, as it is not a flattering picture of either of us. Don't I look disgustingly peppy? I was actually scared shitless.


I attempt to squash the dorkiness of the previous shot. It does not work.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Aww, very cute pictures, A.

(Refraining from also commenting on you and Colin's cuteness...)

Stace said...

GRRRR I see nothing. I'm at work, let me get back to you on that one. :)

Unknown said...

You are so cute! You have the best arms EVER. And, you're hot. It's hard not to hate you. :) Love all the silly shots!

betsy said...

you are a stone cold fox lady!

i love your smiles, you, your mom & your sister have the same one!

Stace said...

Colin is A-DOR-ABLE! Your sister does look like your dad and you like your mom, I'll have to agree. And she does appear older than you although I know the opposite. Great pics, I'm glad you FINALLY posted some of you. GORGEOUS, absolutely GORGEOUS! <--you are, not just the pictures. :)

 
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