Thursday, December 28, 2006

Two steps behind

My former coworker, Megan, stopped in today.

Megan's last day of work was the day that Kevin was fired.

A lot has happened since then.
Nothing has happened since then.

Megan moved to California with her boyfriend. She found an apartment. She battled through her homesickness. She temped. She found a job. She came home for Christmas.

I stayed here. I stayed here and I continued to tread water. I didn't move forward. I didn't move back.

When I got home from work today, I stoop in my doorway, looked around, tried to figure out how I got here. I used to be the smart girl with incredible promise. I used to be envied.

Now I'm just stuck.


Anonymous said...

Im dying to know, how did your exchange of gifts go with Colin?

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