Thursday, August 24, 2006


I have nothing and everything to write about.

My head is conjested with too many thoughts, worries, memories, facts, hopes, passwords, song lyrics. I can't think anymore. I just do.

Today was the last day for the first of the core of us who started when our building open. I wanted to be the first to leave. He doesn't even have another job.

I haven't heard from the company I interviewed with last week. He said "I'd like to call you by Thursday or Friday [of last week!], but it will probably be Monday."

Monday was an awfully long time ago.

I can't imagine that I got the job. But I'm wondering why the rejection is taking so long. If I knew that I wasn't getting the job, I could stop thinking about it.

I still think about moving to New York. I'm still on the fence.

I called the Jewish boy. He called me back. I didn't answer my phone.

I hope that I have a chance to see Colin this weekend.

My sister goes back to school next week. I will miss seeing her as much as I did over the summer. I love that kid.

My finger nails are currently painted the prettiest coral color.

I ran nearly five miles tonight. Running makes my shoulders hurt. Running makes me feel accomplished.

And tired.

I haven't slept much.


Lady said...

You have my total sympathies for feeling blah. Feelings pass though, I'm sure everything will work out great in the end :)

Unknown said...

love you sweetie.

That's all I have to say :)

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