Thursday, July 06, 2006

Outlook

If one more person asks me about the job I interviewed for, I will poke them in the gums. Yes, initially, I was told that I could hear as early as today. But my interviewer backed out on that statement, pointing out that he had interviews lined up for yesterday and that he was scheduled for a business trip this weekend.

I was perfectly content to wait until next Wednesday or so. But now I’m nervous and paranoid. Gee, how lovely. I love anxiety.

At the same time, though, I love not knowing. My ignorance is a license to daydream. To take on projects at my current position that I’m not certain I will finish. To drive by apartments near Corporate and tuck their existence into the back of my head. To consider how much a move west would help out my relationship with Colin. To glance at the kickboxing and yoga schedules at the branch of my gym that I’d go to. To buy a new business card holder and imagine new cards inside of it. To plan a new, Really Important Girl wardrobe. To be excited, if not a little na├»ve, about what the future may bring.

Optimistic. That’s what I’m talking about, bitches. Optimistic.

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Okay! I won't ask, but I am still sending positive vibes your way.
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