Friday, December 10, 2004

Opening up

My heart is so full of love for the people in my life. There isn't a sacrifice I would hesitate to make for my family or for the few people I consider friends.

I wonder why God -- if God does exist -- doesn't give me more people to fill my life, to love.

And I wonder why I don't give them to myself.

I'm so closed off. I'm a loner, but I don't appreciate my solitude.

I want more people to love but I'm terrified to find them. It's a sad way to live.


Plantation said...


You sound like the 'old me,' and at 22, that's not good. Being and learning to be George Costanza's 'The Opposite' is liberating and life changing. You wouldn't believe how much happier I am despite all my troubles. We need to talk...

alexandra said...

i'm always looking to meet new people.
be my friend!

Plantation said...

Say, who's this dude, 'Plantation'? He seems to know what he's talking about.

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